wistful_fever

This is a reference list of my videos, online and off. Some of these videos are currently unavailable.

Videos By Fabella
Last updated: 03/10/08. Check my songvids tag for an always up to date source. Also, many of my videos are now at IMEEM, a streaming video site much like the infamous youtube.com (imeem has better video quality). Vidlets are not included in this list.

( Online, offline, and somewhere between... )

I just spent half a day trying to get this uploaded with my internet cap. OH MY GOD, I HATE HUGHES NET!! er, I mean. Enjoy.



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Title: Elemental
Song: "Stay" by Michelle Featherstone
Video Artist: Fabella (wistful_fever)
Summary: Merlin is of nature, Arthur of man. Enter conflict. Merlin, Arthur, Merlin/Arthur.
Fandom: Merlin (Series One)
Warning: Slash, M/M
Length: 3:21
Format: xvid/divx avi

Download Details
61.14mb @ megaupload
61.14mb @ mediafire
Watch On-Line @ imeem
Watch On-Line @ youtube

Quality is directly related to size. If you have problems playing it, try the VLC Media Player. It's free, fast, and awesome.

Links Last Updated: 12/28/08

( Vidding Notes )

Feedback is always appreciated.

Once more, I'm working on some angsty layered stuff in the background, but fun crack occupies the front of my brain. I do have some surprises up my sleeve for a Merlin vid once the season finishes out, something I'm looking forward to finishing, and a Supernatural video that is kicking my ass, but actually feels like something I haven't said before, so AWESOME.

Until, then.

CRACK. Crack that ATE MY LIFE.



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Title: Make *U* Smile
Song: "Calling You" by Blue October and surprise guest
Video Artist: Fabella (wistful_fever)
Summary: Colin/Bradley Real Person Slash. Bradley tries to catch himself his very own Irish beauty. A little cracky, but all about the joy.
Fandom: Merlin RPS, minor spoilers for eps. 1 through 11.
Warning: Slash, M/M
Length: 1:53
Format: xvid/divx avi

Disclaimer: None of this is true, nor do I believe it to be.

Download Details
48.5mb @ megaupload
48.5mb @ mediafire
Watch On-Line @ imeem

Quality is directly related to size. If you have problems playing it, try the VLC Media Player. It's free, fast, and awesome.

Links Last Updated: 12/11/08

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Another guilty!pleasure video. Don't judge me! *headdesk*



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Title: The Bitch Prince (Angel Undercover Mix)
Song: "Bitch" by Meredith Brooks
Video Artist: Fabella (wistful_fever)
Summary: Merlin/Arthur. "No. No way. There must be another Arthur because this one's an idiot!" We love Arthur, Merlin loves Arthur, but wow, some days, he is so close to being smothered with a pillow. Slashy, fluffy, fun-type video, with maybe a little angst thrown in here and there.
Fandom: Merlin (101-108)
Warning: Slash, M/M
Length: 3:04
Format: xvid/divx avi

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Perma Link hosted by obsessive24
78.3mb @ megaupload
51.7mb @ megaupload
51.7mb @ mediafire
Watch On-Line @ imeem
Watch On-Line @ youtube

Quality is directly related to size. If you have problems playing it, try the VLC Media Player. It's free, fast, and awesome.

Links Last Updated: 11/25/08

( Vidding Notes )

Any feedback is adored, tickled pink, then put in a safe place to be gawked at repeatedly.

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Title: Office Politics
Song: "Mercy" by Duffy
Video Artist: Fabella (wistful_fever)
Summary: Tony has found either a romance or a lawsuit, you be the judge. "I'm not gay, Tony." "Bi-curious?" Pure fluffy joy type stuff. Tony/McGee.
Fandom: NCIS (Seasons 1-5)
Warning: Slash, M/M
Length: 3:32
Format: xvid/divx avi

Download Details
117mb @ megaupload
55.8mb @ megaupload
55.8mb @ mediafire
Watch On-Line @ imeem
Watch On-Line @ youtube

Quality is directly related to size. If you have problems playing it, try the VLC Media Player. It's free, fast, and awesome.

Links Last Updated: 7/09/08

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For the uninitiated, yes, these guys really do behave this slashy. It's crazy.

Feedback is always welcome. *crashes from heat exhaustion*

My vid, and six wonderful others, have now been posted to spn_gleeweek.

Mine is here

"I, Alone" by Live, 1:44, Youtube or Megaupload, Supernatural, something meant to be a bit gleeful and a bit bleak, can been seen to have Sam/Ruby and Sam/Dean, but imho, these relationships can be seen as platonic in the video just as easily. Comments better there than here just to keep things in one place, and please check out the videos by other artists. It's been a great round of gleeweek. :)

*freaks out*

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Title: Chasing Arizona
Song: "Meds" by Placebo
Video Artist: Fabella (wistful_fever)
Summary: Pete is in love with his best friend. Life is great. Only... his best friend isn't real. FOB, Pete/Patrick, Alternate Universe.
Fandom: BandSlash (Real Person), Fall Out Boy
Length: 2:41
Format: xvid avi

Warnings: Real Person implies real people are involved. If that's not your cup of tea? No problem, just don't download it.

Disclaimer: THIS IS ALL A LIE.

Download Details
94.7mb @ megaupload
47.2mb @ megaupload
41.7mb @ megaupload
47.2mb @ mediafire
Watch On-Line @ imeem
Watch On-Line @ youtube

Quality is directly related to size, though it's never great with RPS. If you have problems playing it, try the VLC Media Player. It's free, fast, and awesome.

Links Last Updated: 4/06/08

( Vidding Notes )

Feedback puts a smile on my face.

Ah, the new vid smell. *inhales*

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Title: Your Own Personal Co-Dependent Wet Dream
Song: "Personal Jesus" by Depeche Mode
Video Artist: Fabella (wistful_fever)
Summary: The Cult of Sam. Bonnie to your Clyde. Sam/Dean, Sam POV, a bit dark. Made for Yourlibrarian, who won me at the Sweet Charity auction.
Fandom: Supernatural, 1x01-3x12
Length: 3:15
Format: xvid avi

Warnings: Implied Incest, Slash (M/M)

Disclaimer: No copyright infringement is intended.

Download Details
102mb @ megaupload
51.7mb @ megaupload
51.7mb @ sendspace
51.7mb @ mediafire
Watch On-Line @ imeem
Watch On-Line @ youtube

Links Last Updated: 3/19/08

( Vidding Notes )

Feedback is more than desired, it's appreciated.

.01 PERCENT
Fall Out Boy RPS, Pete/Patrick.
They don't make them like Patrick anymore. VIDLET. 1min20seconds. The title comes from a Pete quote, where he mentions that Patrick was made different than 99.9% of the world.



Clicking on the video will bring you to the video page, and a larger player/video.

Okay. So. Here's the deal. This is totally my own personal vid amnesty day. This video probably won't be available on-line for long, because it was made for the sole purpose of getting it out of my system so I could focus my attention on the sweet charity video, where it belongs. For now. I do plan to come back at some point and vid the opposing sides of the same coin theme about these two again when I have more free time, but not to this song. I'm not sure what song yet. Suggestions?

AMNESTY!!

*Many thanks to icecreamhdaches for all the footage*

I can't help but think no one is going to watch this, but I had to do it anyway, mostly for myself. I live for a challenge.



Video Details

Title: Tension
Song: "Living Room" by Tegan & Sara
Video Artist: Fabella (wistful_fever)
Summary: Casey is busy trying to adapt to her new family. Derek is busy trying to keep her attention. It's a frenzied tug of war. Derek/Casey (Dasey), Derek POV, M/F.
Fandom: Life With Derek
Length: 2:57
Format: xvid avi

Warnings: Het, Step-Sibling Relationship

Disclaimer: Life With Derek and Tegan & Sara's 'Living Room' do not belong to me. This creation was made for no profit.

Download Details

61.4mb @ megaupload
61.4mb @ mediafire
Watch On-Line @ imeem (best quality)
Watch On-Line @ youtube

And if you're a quality whore, and your internetz is able, the 125mb version @ megaupload. Best Quality. Naturally. This is the version I uploaded to imeem, which didn't seem to treat it too badly.

Links Last Updated: 2/12/08

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That's all, folks. Feedback is awesomecakes.

I warned you that I'd be more active, right? I blame this on keepaofthecheez, just so we're clear.



Video Details

Title: Better
Song: "Better" by Regina Spektor
Video Artist: Fabella (wistful_fever)
Summary: A not so stupid person once said that hope was radical. What does that say about romance? Number One Playboy Bai finally finds his match. Bai Tieh-nan/Tien. M/M Slash.
Fandom: Formula 17 (Taiwan)
Length: 3:16
Format: xvid avi

Warnings: Adult Situations (no nudity)

Disclaimer: Formula 17 does not belong to me. The same can be said for Regina Spektor's 'Better'. No profit is made from this venture.

Download Details

66.5mb @ megaupload (best quality)
66.5mb @ mediafire
53.2mb @ megaupload
53.2mb @ mediafire
Watch On-Line @ imeem
Watch On-Line @ youtube

Links Last Updated: 1/16/08

( Lyrics )

( Download & Watch Formula 17 {no, really, you should, it's great!} )

( Vidding Notes )

Feedback is lovely. That is, if there is anyone out there to give me feedback on this. ::throws video at the void::

This video was made for Semielliptical, as part of the Sweet Charity Auction.

Video Details

Title: Four Years
Song: "Life Less Ordinary" by Carbon Leaf
Video Artist: Fabella (wistful_fever)
Summary: Four years of John loving Rodney. Rodney is a) oblivious, b) deliberately ignorant, or c) not as smart as he likes to think he is. Mckay/Sheppard. John POV.
Fandom: Stargate: Atlantis
Length: 3:44
Format: xvid avi

Warnings: Spoilers up to episode 4x10, M/M

Disclaimer: Stargate Atlantis does not belong to me. The song does not belong to me. No money is being made from this creation.

Download Details

70.2mb @ megaupload (best quality)
52.9mb @ mediafire
52.9mb @ megaupload
47mb @ mediafire
Watch On-Line @ imeem
Watch On-Line @ youtube

Links Last Updated: 12/21/07

( Vidding Notes )

I... don't know where these ideas come from. *hands*

Video Details

Title: What Goes Around
Song Artist: Justin Timberlake
Video Artist: Fabella (wistful_fever)
Summary: What do you get when you mix a serial killer with love? Or: Mohinder shacking up is in no way going to impress Sylar. AT ALL. Mohinder/Sylar, with a side of implied M3. Sylar POV.
Fandom: Heroes S1, S2
Length: 3:21
Format: xvid avi

Warnings: M/M, violence, slight spoilers for second season

Disclaimer: Heroes does not belong to me. The song does not belong to me. No money is being made from this creation.

Download Details

61.1mb @ megaupload (best quality)
48.3mb @ media fire
Watch On-Line @ imeem
Watch On-Line @ youtube

Links Last Updated: 11/25/07

( Brief Vidding Notes )

Feedback is always welcome.

At this point, when I say I'm going to vid a certain vid next, you all realize I *always* end up vidding something completely out of left field, right? Well, if not, this proves the rule.



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Title: in plain sight
Song: "Wonderwall" by Cat Power
Video Artist: Fabella
Summary: If you look away from the sky, you might be able to see me seeing you. Chris/JC (TrickC), a little bittersweet.
Fandom: Popslash, NSYNC RPS
Length: 2:35 min
Format: xvid avi

Warnings: Real Person Slash (m/m), very minor spoilers for the first episode of Manband.

Disclaimer: Whatever story is implied in this video is entirely fictional.

Extra Special Thanks to all those people who share their sizable footage collections with helpless new fans like myself, a few of whom have been kineticizzle, erilyn, rikes, txtequilanights, the wonderful people of popmediafinders, and---I'm sure by the size of my own collection these days---many, many more.

Download Details

Links Last Updated: 09/04/07

114mb @ megaupload
62.4mb @ mediafire
38mb @ sendspace
Watch @ imeem (note: for some reason, imeem isn't allowing me to play videos *at all* so. hmm. I can't promise the quality of this version. It'd be awesome if someone would check it out for me.)

Feedback is always welcome.

Video Details

Title: Wait Behind The Red Line
Song: "Southern Belles in London Sing" by The Faint
Video Artist: Fabella (wistful_fever)
Summary: A message from someone left behind. Roy, Roy/Ed (m/m). Made for Sweet Charity, made for Jain.
Fandom: Fullmetal Alchemist (series and movie)
Length: 2:59 min
Format: avi

Warnings: implied male/male slash (or yaoi).

Dedication: For Jain -- It may have taken me a while, but I hope you like the final product.

Download Details

Links Last Updated: 07/12/07

55mb @ animemusicvideos.org (permanent link)
54.9mb @ MediaFire
54.9mb @ Megaupload
54.9mb @ sendspace

Watch Streaming @ Imeem

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( Brief Video Notes )

Will do mostly anything for feedback.

Happy JuC Day! And if you don't celebrate it, well, Happy Sunday. Or something.

I made a vidlet. I didn't have much time to work on it with all my computer problems, so it's only the effort of two days. But don't let that scare you away. Love is never bad, right?

Killing Me Softly. 22.07mb, avi, Megaupload.

I have made two previous JC/Justin videos (er, not including those odd subtext ones). They can be found under my songvids tag.

Head on over to juc_day to see what everyone is posting.

Video Details
Title: That's The Way Love Goes (The Duet Remix)
Song Artist: *NSYNC
Video Artist: Fabella (wistful_fever)
Summary: Go deeper, baby, deeper. JC/Justin. What love is. Dual POVs.
Fandom: *NSYNC, Popslash
Length: 2:07 min
Format: avi

Warnings: 'Popslash' is also 'Real Person Slash': stories/vids/other based on real, living, people. If you can't separate fiction from reality, please step away now.

Disclaimer: None of what this video implies is true... as far as I know.

Download Details

Links Last Updated: 2/04/07

57.6mb AVI @ Megaupload
57.6mb AVI @ Sendspace (uploaded by rikes, who is made of awesome)
57.6mb AVI @ Sendspace (uploaded by hotlevel4, and yes, awesomeness there as well)
27.3mb AVI @ Sendspace
27.3mb Streaming AVI @ Imeem


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One soul on a platter, served extra crispy.



Title: Hemorrhage
Song Artist: Fuel
Video Artist: Fabella (wistful_fever)
Summary: Your world ends when you choose. Gen. Relationship Study. Dean, Sam.
Fandom: Supernatural
Spoilers: Season 1, Season 2
Length: 3:21 min
Format: avi

Warning: This video contains scenes from episode 2x10, the latest Supernatural epsiode aired at this posting date.

Download Links
Hosted on Obsessive24.net: (right click, save target as)
47.8mb (zipped)
28.6mb (zipped)

47.8 mb, avi (megaupload)
28.6 mb, avi (sendspace)
28.6 mb, avi (YSI)
Streaming Video @ Imeem

A permanent version will be up eventually. My FTP is still broken. *face/palm*

Links Last Updated: 05/02/08

( Watching Info & Source Details )

Feedback is always welcome.

Title: Gone (the infatuation remix)
Video Artist: Fabella (wistful_fever)
Song Artist: *NSYNC, and no, I'm not kidding
Fandom: Popslash, JC/Justin
Summary: #1 way to lose something you've never had? Become rich, famous, and also Justin Timberlake.
Length: 4:31
Format: avi

Credit: Heartfelt thanks to kineticizzle for directing me to all that wonderful *NSYNC footage and allowing me to download them. Images and some footage was also taken from jcjustin.net and disco-ball.net.

Warnings: Real Person Slash

Disclaimer: None of what this video implies is the truth, but if you believe it did, I want to see the inside of your head. It seems like such a *happy* place.

Download Links
permanent link, AVI, 26.6mb (thanks to obsessive24
AVI, 26.6mb, Megaupload
AVI, 26.6 MB, Sendspace (uploaded kindly by rikes)
mirrored here by pacific_gravity

Links Last Updated: 11/20/06

( Vidding Notes: Feel Free To Skip )

I am about as deep as a puddle on a dry day. Here's my proof: another act of shameless self-gratification. The song's been used a million times. This is one more to add to your collection.



Title: Bohemian Like You
Song Artist: The Dandy Warhols
Video Artist: Fabella (wistful_fever)
Summary: Boy meets Boy. Boy likes Boy. A lot. Jared/Jensen.
Fandom: Supernatural Real Person Slash
Length: 2:16 min
Format: avi, rm, wmv

Feedback is more than welcome. Thank you to keepaofthecheez and all of the wonderful Supernatural fans who were so quick and ethusiastic about sharing the dvd extras.

Image Credits: Supernaturalfan.net, Supernatraul Media

Warnings: Real Person Slash (the pairing up of actual people).
Spoilers for the SPN season one gag reel, and the included extra 'A Day In The Life of Jared and Jensen'.

Disclaimer: None of what this video implies is the truth.

Download Links

Temporary Sites
WMV, 79.9mb, YSI
WMV, 79.9mb, Megaupload
AVI, 31.3mb, YSI
AVI, 31.3mb, Megaupload
Real Media, 11.2mb, YSI
Real Media, 11.2mb, Megaupload

Links Last Updated: 09/11/06

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